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I really need a big fluffy, frivolous dress that I would never have occasion to wear. Then I would wear it at home as a lounging dress. Eating Haagen-Dazs pineapple and coconut ice cream. Yum.

romance

I believe I am falling in love with another man. I also believe this "love" stems from my loneliness because my boyfriend is not in the state. So when he comes back, the other man will slowly fade away. At least that's what I hope will happen.

innocent

I have the hugest urge to lounge around in a ridiculously extravagant white ruffle layered dress while eating Lindt dark chocolate with bits of chili in it.

love, love.

I have been dating my boyfriend for almost two years. Our second anniversary will be in August. Currently, he is in North Carolina, working as a counselor in a camp for one month. It hurts to have him away from me for so long. So much so that I've been surrounding myself with other people so I don't think about it.

In surrounding myself with other people, I've come to find that I really enjoy the company of another friend. He's great to be around and I can feel chemistry between us. There is a lot of sexual tension between us. But he knows I have a boyfriend, and I know I am totally in love with my boyfriend.

I'm just a big ball of pent up sexual frustration. I just need to make it through the month without anything happening between me and my friend, and then I'll be happy. I think the only reason my eyes have been wandering is because my boyfriend isn't here. I know I would be happier with my boyfriend. I can feel it. Because I really would not regret passing by my guy friend.

I feel so vulnerable.

Oh hey, I should be studying organic chemistry...

This will be my future house.

My closet will be filled with pretty dresses.

I'll go to the beach any time I want.

And I'll lounge around my little house in this dress.

This all will come true when I quit college and become a stripper! LOLZ, nah dawg, that ain't me. I'm going to go study for orgo right now, become a doctor, have no life, and then run around in pretty dresses all day.

classy

Classy is simple. It is the girl whose skirt flies up and tries to cover it, and doesn't just let her thong hang lose. Seriously girls, try to cover those things, it's not sexy when everyone can see it. KTHANKSBYE.

waiting.

I cannot bear the nights away from my boyfriend. I'm so used to having his body next to mine when I fall asleep and when I wake up. I've been having so many sleepless nights.

the back of yo head is ridiculous.

I want to dye my hair a ridiculous color! A nice, soft lavender color intrigues me... However, my hair is very dark, which means I'd have to bleach it and then dye it. I love my luscious hair... but I'm so curious as to how I would look! Ah well, a girl can dream.

Damn girl, work that updo. I want to pull off a look like above also! Classy.

Italy

I really miss Italy.

The food was great.

The art was inspiring.

And the people I met were amazing. I'm going to live in Italy in the future! Be Italian!

But for now, I'll stick with eating my three cheese tortellini sprinkled with parmesan in my kitchen. Yum.

Thrills and frills.

Currently at the library studying for my organic chemistry exam/procrastinating. CHYEAH.